| A haiku:
I came back because
'cause I thought I could fix it
Who knew it'd be worse?
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I know that it's shit
just can't seem to do things right
I just don't get it.
missing it somewhere
the cues, clues, and tell-tale signs
I'm miserable.
A balancing act:
I don't handle things with care...
I just don't get it
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What does that mean?
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| Life.
Fucking.
Sucks.
...save me?
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| I sit here staring at the computer wondering...
what went wrong?
...and I have no answers.
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| Ugh.
I don't know how to go about saying this any other way, so here goes!
I'm having doubts about the progress of things right now. Yeah, it's hard, it's fast-paced, I still feel like sometimes I'm not used to it... etc., it's all the same, but at the same time I'm feeling overwhelmed. It's really difficult trying to get through this. Sometimes you feel like you have no support, sometimes you feel like nobody knows your pain, sometimes you feel like you're alone. And those are the most trying times.
I don't know. Sometimes it just feels unbearable. And having these doubts flare up in my mind don't really help anything or anyone at all. It just makes it that much harder to deal with, day by day. I know I just have to survive through this, try to plow through all this crap I'm making for myself. I have all these things to do and sometimes I feel like I need a break. I get a break and... I feel like I should be doing things.
2 words: time management. And I suck at it. Still. Haha.
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Oh well.
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